I got anxious.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I'll slip up. Midnight again.
Transient emotion
Crazy, crazy, crazy.
I miss you.
I just can't seem to stop.

It's like it's all a lie.
It's like I only remember the temperature of my heart.
It's like I remember it.
Your Red Winter

Through the platform door.
I waved to you.
That day.
I keep flashing back to it.
I still regret it.

I wonder if I'd be happy if I could hold your hand. That's all.
That's all.
It's not like I want to touch you or anything.
Deny me.
Come on, man, you can't be all nice about it.

All you do is put on airs.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
About 5% of the volatile emotion dissolved on your tongue.
Volatile emotions
Round and round and round
I miss you, but
I just can't say it

Searching for your ‘words, deeds and true feelings’.
I'm swayed by the thoughts of someone I don't even know.
Psychological, fortune-telling...
Right-brain/left-brain constructs.
Even if I delete the page and think it's rubbish...

It became the material of my expectations of you. 
Is the only ‘see you later’ left to me
Is it just kindness?
I can't tell with just one word.

Tonight I'm alone again
Worrying and worrying
I know in my head there's no answer
I know in my head that there's no answer
And the next thing I know, it's you.
I'm spinning, spinning, spinning

I keep going over and over and over

Maybe, just maybe.
Maybe, maybe...
Maybe, maybe...
Maybe, maybe, maybe...
I wonder if I like...

All the pain...
I don't know, I don't know.
It's all in my head.
All I can think about tonight is you.
Floating emotions
Take me, take me, take me
I miss you so much.
I just can't seem to stop.